So it's been 9 months...

    Haha, It's been a while since I last paid a visit to my blog.   9 months to be more specific.  I'll be honest I just lost interest to blog for a while; it wasn't till recently that I decided that I need to be on this more often.  I miss writing my thoughts and such down and sharing new music with the world.  Sorry if you've felt deprived, I'm not all that exciting to be frank.
    So to fill you in on whats been going on for the past 9 months, here it is.  As I'm sure you're all aware I was laid off from the radio station back last October of 2008, I was unemployed for six months, which coincidentally is exactly how long my unemployment was good for...hmmm,  Best paid six month vacation I've ever had, Thanks Citadel!  Well as my unemployment ran out I called up one of my best friends who manages the Starbuck's Coffee in Sugar House, and got my old job back as a shift supervisor for Starbuck's.  Which funny enough after my tips I make more pouring coffee than I did ever working at Citadel.  Haha, just more proof how shizzy of  a company Citadel is(apart from the fact that they filed chapter 11 a month ago,  and yes I laughed very hard when I got that news, karma is a cruel cold hearted bitch!).
    So I've been at Starbuck's since.  I like my job and most of the people I work with.  But it is just a stepping stone,  I'm going back to school in the fall, probably continue my major for English.  But I'm gonna throw in some web design, and graphic design classes to mix it up.
    Still single, dated a few girls, had some interest in a few girls, but as you can guess didn't work out.  One girl to be more specific was a very long drawn out dramatic story that ended badly.  Her name was Bethany, I worked with her at Starbuck's.  She broke up with her boyfriend after she finally realized that he didn't want kids.  The we started hanging out and things seemed to click really well.  I hadn't felt that way about anybody since Brooke.  Well I don't want to make this a long story, but she got back together with her boyfriend but told me she can't decide what to do, if she wants me or him, tells me that she loves us both.  She basically she strings me along for three months telling me this garbage that she loves me and him and can't decide who to be with.  Telling me theres a good amount of hope for "us."  Then she transfers to the Ogden store and I find out from my co-workers that her old boyfriend proposed and she said yes.  She hadn't told me this.  Needless to say I confronted her about this and she couldn't give me a straight answer to why she did what she did.  I told her where to go, how to get there and to basically F off.   Words cant express how much anger and hate I feel towards her.  Oh well Life moves on.
    What else has been going on.  Um, I'll be honest my faith as of late has been lacking and I have been questioning what do I believe.  And I don't know if I truly believe in the mormon religion.  I began going to a non-denominational christian church called The Rock.  I have a lot of friends and co-workers who go there, and was invited to join them.  I've been several times and have meet so many new friends.  I don't feel judged when I go to The Rock, but I do when I go to my home ward.    I haven't joined The Rock, I haven't written off Mormonism.  I'm in a place where I just don't know where I belong.  I love Christ and God, I know they love me, and the path to salvation is through them.  I don't doubt that at all.  I'm just trying to figure out who I am and where I belong,  I know where others want me to be, but with something as personal as religion and beliefs are, this is a decision I have to make for myself.  
    I decided that I want to get a sleeve done on my right arm.  I have the first piece picked out and scheduled to be done on the 27th of this month.  I'll be sure to post pictures of it when I get it done.  And yes the first piece is visible and I'm going to have to cover it up at work...  But I'm excited as hell to get it done.
    A couple of other things I'm working on and am excited about is, myself and one of my best friends Ben are working on putting together a podcast and a website we're hoping to make a little extra money with it hopefully...  We hope it'll take off but honestly we're doing just for fun more than anything else.  As nerdy as it is its going to be about video games, mostly Xbox.  We're well aware how nerdy we are and we're totally fine with that.
   Well thats it really, I'm going to try my hardest to blog more often, but I'm not going to make any promises since we know how good at I was the past 9 months.

-miniSCHOF